To the family,
I was searching for music when I stumbled upon this site. I am so sorry for your loss...It is really horrible reading about what happened to someone you really loved. I just wanted to share a scripture with you in the Bible that helped me later in life when a family membe of mine committed suicide.
"The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me,
because he has anointed me to preach good news to the poor.
He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted,
to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners,
to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor and the day of vengence of our God,
to comfort all who mourn, and
provide for those who grieve in Zion-
to bestow on them a crown of beauty, instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness, instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.
They will be called oaks of righteousness,
a planting of the Lord for the display of his splendor."
This scripture really helped me to see that God is there for me when I am sad, lonely, crying and in despair. I hope you can find comfort in God and his word and know that he is there for you in your time of loss and sorrow.